Monday 3 March 2014

Waiting and waiting..and waiting...

I hate waiting. 
Anyone who knows me can say that. While I am more patient than any of my sisters, I think I can say with everyone the agony of watching a cake rise, those 5 seconds before the Youtube movie plays, waiting for the Francesca Battistelli If We're Honest CD ( AUUUUUGHHH!!! One of those few times I wish I had Facebook)  and especially...

especially...

Waiting on God for Him to do something that you want so, so, SO badly but knowing He knows more than your small mind will EVER understand.

get me?

waiting on Him...for opportunities, for chances, for a time when I will stand on a stage and just sing my heart out to my God and encouraging so many like others have done for me. To write songs that people will love, that God will love, and to see so many changed by what the grace of God has given to us.

But I  need give it up. I NEED to surrender all.

And guess what? I may not love waiting yet, but I am learning.

And maybe that's exactly what He wanted.

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